I’ve been through a lot lately. There was an incident at the residence facility that I work at that, quite honestly, gave me “Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.” My mother just lost her house. I’ve already told you about my car hitting a horse and getting totaled. Things at church are a little dry. School has been, eh (plus I graduate in 179 days and am freakin out). I’ve been pretty discouraged in many things.
But I remain in having hope. I know that the Lord is faithful; I’ve attested to that many times. I wrote about in the spring how someone said that my faith in His provision was “irrational”. I still see Him providing. I still remain hopeful.
|Is this what you look like when you give
thanks to God in the “bad things?
This week is Thanksgiving. I have so much to be thankful for. I feel like God has conditioned me, no matter the circumstance, to count myself blessed and to give thanks. Thankfulness isn’t just about being thankful FOR things, but being thankful IN ALL things. God gives, and he takes away; but his faithfulness endures throughout it all. Can you honestly say that you are thankful IN ALL things? And I’m not talking about the “My life is crappy. But God is still good!” and gritting your teeth with a fake smile. Christians do that all the time, and sometimes I feel like I hear “God is so good” when people are going through the “bad things” more than when they are going through the “good things”. I’m talking about LIVING OUT thanks. Having a thankful SPIRIT. Living each moment knowing that you are blessed in ALL things.
God has conditioned me to live this way! Life is so tough sometimes. Sometimes I want to be the old, depressed, self-centered Heather that centered her problems on herself. But God has taught me that life is so much bigger than me, that He has a bigger purpose set for me. So when I am faced with a situation, I rarely have the attitude, “Woe is me.” I brush it off my shoulders and wait for God’s greater purpose. I am LIVING thankfulness.
My college pastor told me that this is a lesson that most people learn when they are old. He said that I was blessed to have learned this now. How much heartache am I saving myself? (not that I haven’t experienced any to get to this point ;) )
My encouragement to those reading this not to GIVE thanks, but to BE it.
(wow, that was a lot of CAPS.)