RIP Grandpa Ron

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Grieve Not
by Mary Frye

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning’s hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there; I did not die
Rest In Peace Grandpa Ron. I will always remember your eccentricity–you calling me Miss America, asking me about Softball even though I quit years ago, asking about my record deal or whatever it was…and of course teasing me about school. I remember you sneaking Mel and I drinks…haha. You are face-to-face with Jesus today, and I hope that you’ll be able to stay with Him.

BOOOOOO Cubs :)

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Busch Stadium

Twenty one major events that have occurred since the Chicago Cubs last laid claim to a World Series championship:

1. Radio was invented; Cubs fans got to hear their team lose.
2. TV was invented; Cubs fans got to see their team lose.
3. Baseball added 14 teams; Cubs fans get to see and hear their team lose to more clubs.
4. George Burns celebrated his 10th, 20th, 30th, 40th, 50th, 60th, 70th, 80th, 90th and 100th birthdays.
5. Haley’s comet passed Earth twice.
7. The NBA, NHL and NFL were formed, and Chicago teams won championships in each league.
8. Man landed on the moon, as have several home runs given up by Cubs pitchers.
9. Sixteen U.S. presidents were elected.
10. There were 11 amendments added to the Constitution.
11. Prohibition was created and repealed.
12. The Titanic was built, set sail, sank, was discovered and became the subject of major motion pictures, the latest giving Cubs fans hope that something that finishes on the bottom can come out on top.
13. Wrigley Field was built and becomes the oldest park in the National League.
14. Flag poles were erected on Wrigley Field roof to hold all of the team’s future World Series pennants. Those flag poles have since rusted and been taken down.
15. A combination of 40 Summer and Winter Olympics have been held.
16. Thirteen baseball players have won the Triple Crown; several thanked Cubs pitchers.
17. Countless hundreds of boys were born, played inept baseball for the cubs and died.
18. The Chicago White Sox, Cleveland Indians, Boston Red Sox and the Florida Marlins have all won the World Series.
19. The Cubs played 14,153 regular-season games; they lost the majority of them.
20. Alaska, Arizona, Hawaii, Oklahoma and New Mexico were added to the Union.
21. Haray Caray was born, fired by the Cardinals, and died.

Soulforce

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I am still gathering my thoughts for the most part. But I want to formally thank all of the people who have gone out of their way to affirm me. The Lord is doing a big work in my life, and I am glad to see that others see that (and don’t think i’m a big radical liberal lunatic).


In a few weeks, I will put my thoughts about Soulforce. Currently I just want to ponder and pray.

♥Heather :)

Forgiveness…

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So, I’m sitting here with a pint of turtle icecream, contemplating this week, themed “Forgiveness” at chapel. There have been a lot of instances in my life that I have had to deal with forgiveness, as with everybody. In the past, I have been extremely forgiving, or have had no grace at all.


On Monday, I contemplated the words “forgiveness” and “grace”. When are we forgiven? When are we given grace? Are they the same? Is all forgiveness grace, and all grace forgiveness? Grace goes to people who don’t deserve it. Does all forgiveness go to people who don’t deserve forgiveness? Can you “earn” forgiveness?


God offers forgiveness and grace to everybody, but they can only be forgiven if they repent, right? Is that the same with humans?

Do we have to tell someone we forgive them?

From the bottom of my broken heart (yes that’s Britney Spears)

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I haven’t blogged in a few weeks… and I’ve been pretty busy, but not busy enough to put off as many things that I have. I’m dealing with quite a few things spiritually and such. I have quite a few different journals for classes, and it’s stressing me out thinking about how much I am going to have to write about my spiritual life the next few months. For one class I have to write out my spiritual plan for the semester–how I plan to develop over the semester and such. My plan is to deal with the spiritual warfare inside of me. I have been fighting the devil in many parts of my life, and although my relationship with God is good, I’m still struggling. It’s kinda like we’ve been married for so long, that our relationship has lost its luster. I want to be passionate again about my relationship with Him. So over the next few weeks, I will make sure to post what I’m doing and what not on here :)


Here’s my rant of the…life. haha. Over the past year I have been dealing with a particular friendship. The friendship has caused me a lot of heartache. I have tried to mend it on more than one occasion, and the person has not tried at all. She claims that she has, but I even called her and told her I want to talk to her, and she just texted me. I waited a few months to give her time to get her act together, and guess what? No call. So today I have decided… I am moving on in my life. I gave her a chance, many chances. I feel like I’m throwing away 7 years of friendship, but you know what? If in 7 years, I’m still treated the same way I was treated in the beginning, what have I lost? What have I gained? What is different? I guess what I am saying is, i am doneeeeee. and honestly, it sucks and I’m sad. But it’s time for me to move on and quit trippin off these haters. haha

Anyway, I don’t really know what to say now… I guess I’m going to share a passage that I have read, taught, etc for many many years but just recently fell in love again with.

Ephesians 6:10-18: The Armor of God

10Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. 12For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. 18And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.


Yep.

Heather